I'm a confused mess.

i want this job

So this job at camp is like my dream right now. and i know it's where god is calling me to be. I really hope i get it. I would just love it. I dont care how hard i would be working, i don't care if i won't have patience with any of the kids that go through there. I just want this job so badly! I keep praying but i just don't know whats going to happen and i wish i new. I'm getting ready to put in my two weeks at hartland, i have prayed and this is what i should do. I just wish i knew about the camp job

Problems

Why must i have boy problems. its not a big deal at the moment but every little thing makes us argue. we get past it then another thing happens. relationships are grand :) not! all well i dont know what to do

My dads job

My dad got this really good job over the summer last year. He loves being a truck driver. He enjoys the money, and the guys he works with. My mom doesn't like it so much. Because my dad lately hasn't been home every night. And he has started to work on weekends sometimes. But that is because of the weather. My mom understands that she can't change his mind about his love for the job. But it's starting to worry me now. There has been more semi wrecks around the surrounding counties. I hear a lot about what is going on out there from my dad. And i'm worrying that my dad will be next. He keeps having problems with the semi. And he can fall asleep real easily any more. My mom thinks it's that sleep apathy thing. I'm just worrying because he has already been in one wreck since he got this job. And i could have lost him if he didn't have his seat belt on. But there is always that possibilty that the next time he won't survive....

today and tomorrow and the next and that day to

weird title i know. but all well i think im going to start blogging. it seems fun. and plus i get entertainment out of reading people's i know.